Monday, May 15, 2017

On TBR books that intimidate me #3

Well, I thought my TBR pile was problematic before, but now it’s really out of control. Since I last wrote about scary TBR books, my Goodreads TBR list grew by at least 65 books, while I still have an alarmingly full TBR shelf next to my bed and a full Kindle of egalleys to read before I can even start on either of those. (sigh) The reading life is tough sometimes. Especially when you’re as scared of your TBR as I am.


  • Away with Words: An Irreverent Tour Through the World of Pun Competitions by Joseph Berkowitz - I’m so excited for this book that it almost hurts (publication date: June 13th, 2017). And that’s terrifying. It can’t possibly be as punderful as I’m hoping it will be, can it?! I’m worried that I’ll read this and die of either a) disappointment or b) complete and utter happiness or c) getting punned to death. Whichever way things go, it won’t end well.
  • The Eye of the World by Robert Jordan - I’ve heard such excellent things about Robert Jordan. And I’ve also heard that some of his books are soooooo long and sooooo drawn out and I can’t handle books like that. Everyone says that it’s ultimately worth it and that they’re glad they worked through those difficult books, but I don’t think I have it in me. So why even start? I can’t handle not finishing a series. It’s too scary.
  • Borderland by Terri Windling - My first adventure in urban fantasy was not fantastic, but I’m willing to try again….maybe. I’m nervous I’ll hate this and a whole genre will be ruined for me because of two books. I’m also nervous that I’ll absolutely love it and I’ll never read anything else. So I’m putting it off until I can test the waters with another urban fantasy…..or maybe I’ll just put it off forever.


Are you scared of any of your TBR’s? Or is it just me? Are there any books you TBR’d forever and now regret reading? Or wish you’d read earlier?

Sunday, May 14, 2017

On Adolin and Nephi

Loverboy likes to spend his days reading subreddit’s on Brandon Sanderson books and creating his own fan theories. Due partly to his extensive research, we’ve begun talking about the elements of religion in Sanderson’s books.
Religion influencing fantasy writers isn’t new at all. I recently posted a link round-up of articles regarding J.R.R. Tolkien’s Catholicism influencing his writing (and here is a new article regarding that as well), so this has been on my mind quite a bit. In my research, I’ve found that there is a lot of speculation on Reddit and on 17th shard regarding Sanderson’s religious views and their influence on his writing, but very few articles. My interest lies in seeing how Sanderson’s religious views show up in his writing.
Just so we’re clear, I’m LDS, as is Sanderson, so a lot of the elements in his stories seem familiar to me and remind me of LDS history and stories that may not have any meaning to non-Mormon fans of Sanderson. For that reason, I’ll be going more in-depth regarding Mormon tales and history in order to make my comparisons clear. In some cases, I’ve found that my initial findings were wrong and there doesn’t seem to be a big correlation between Mormon beliefs and Sanderson’s characters. However, today, I think I’ve found an interesting correlation.
There may be spoilers ahead, so please read carefully!
Adolin Kholin, a main character in Sanderson’s Stormlight Archive series, is a Brightlord (nobility) and a solider. Towards the end of Words of Radiance, Adolin is presented with an opportunity to confront Sadeas, another Brightlord who has threatened Adolin’s father’s work (Adolin’s father, Dalinar, is pushing for people in their land to begin following the advice and instructions found in a book - The Way of Kings - the ideals of which he’s begun following). Sadeas provokes Adolin and Adolin stabs Sadeas in the eye, covers his tracks, and leaves the scene of the murder, acting as though nothing has happened when he returns to his friends.
For readers, this sudden attack from Adolin is unexpected, out of character, and changes any theories for how the next book will end up. And one can’t help but ask- was Adolin justified in killing Sadeas? Or did this brutal murder show a darker side of our hero? And, in a broader sense, can someone be justified in killing someone who stands in the way of spreading religious or ideological beliefs?
The moral conflict in this reminded me greatly of Nephi, an individual whose tale is mentioned in the Book of Mormon. In 1 Nephi 3 and 1 Nephi 4, Nephi is confronted with a somewhat similar situation. Nephi’s father is a prophet in Jerusalem around 500 AD and has spent a significant amount of time telling the people to repent and turn to God. After a time, Nephi’s family leaves Jerusalem and begins to travel to a new land. Nephi and his brothers are soon sent to return to Jerusalem to retrieve some records (containing religious materials and family records) from a man called Laban. After several unsuccessful attempts to have Laban give them the records, Nephi finds Laban drunk and passed out in the street. Nephi is instructed by God to kill Laban. When Nephi expresses that he doesn’t want to kill someone, God tells Nephi, “It is better that one man should perish than that a nation should dwindle and perish in unbelief” (1 Nephi 4:13). Nephi kills Laban, retrieves the records, and returns to his family.
When faced with similar predicaments, Adolin and Nephi respond in the same way (though with completely different attitudes). Other details of the story are also eerily similar in many ways. Both Adolin and Nephi are acting to save their fathers’ honor and to enable their fathers to help teach others the beliefs that their fathers hold dear. Both sons are on board with their fathers’ beliefs (Nephi is from the beginning, while Adolin takes a little more convincing). Both sons justify their actions. There are some differences, as well. Adolin acts in the heat of the moment and rushes into killing Sadeas, while Nephi is very thoughtful, initially hesitant, but ultimately purposeful in his actions. Nephi’s record states “And it came to pass that I was constrained by the Spirit [of God] that I should kill Laban; but I said in my heart: Never at any time have I shed the blood of man. And I shrunk and would that I might not slay him” (1 Nephi 4:10). Where Adolin kills out of anger and vengeance, Nephi tries to resist killing until God tells him there are no other options.
Part of the reason for Nephi’s hesitance and Adolin’s vigor in killing may spring from their difference backgrounds. Nephi was raised in Jerusalem and is very clear that he has never killed. Adolin, on the other hand, has been a soldier for his entire life and is surrounded by bloodshed. However, regardless of their attitudes towards killing, both men act in the same way - striking down the person that stands in the way of their fathers spreading their message.
The similarities between the fathers are uncanny. Both men are known to have visions (Dalinar dreams of the Knights Radiant throughout both The Way of Kings and Words of Radiance, while Lehi, Nephi’s father, dreams of the destruction of Jerusalem in 1 Nephi 1:5-18. Both Dalinar and Lehi are being mocked (and threatened) because they’re open about their beliefs in these visions, while many others regard them as crazy. Both men try to bring others to their beliefs and eventually have to evacuate their original geographic location because of the opposition to these beliefs.
There are fewer similarities between the deceased - Sadeas and Laban. While Sadeas has been a major character throughout both The Way of Kings and Words of Radiance in antagonising Dalinar and Adolin, Laban is a character that we know nothing about until Nephi is sent to retrieve the records from him. Laban is rude when confronted by Nephi and his brothers and tries to kill the boys at one point, but he is a small part of the story and very little is known about him outside of his possession of the records. Sadeas, on the other hand, is a character that we know quite a bit about. He used to be a great friend of Dalinar’s, yet now he opposes Dalinar and poses a huge threat to the entire Kholin family. However, both men end up being killed in cold blood.
Interestingly enough, in both cases, we don’t see any remorse after the killing is done. Nephi never again mentions the story in his record, so we don’t know if he had any lingering guilt or if he was completely comfortable with what he had done. Since Nephi feels the need to justify his actions so much in his recording of events, it could be surmised that he felt bad killing Laban, but didn’t regret following God’s instructions. Since Adolin acts at the very end of Words of Radiance, we have yet to see how he’ll live with his actions. What intrigues me is the fathers’ reactions to their sons deeds. From what I know of Nephi and Lehi, I can only envision Lehi feeling sad about what happened, but ultimately saying that the ends justify the means (especially when God tells you to kill someone). Dalinar, from what I know of him, will probably not react the same way to Adolin’s actions. I guess we’ll have to wait and see in Oathbringer.
It is interesting to see how the similarities in the situations outweigh the differences. LDS people frequently reference this part of Nephi’s story as a defining moment for him - a moment when Nephi must choose God’s direction over his personal moral beliefs. Nephi shows great humility in putting God’s instructions above his own ideals. Nephi goes on to become the leader of his people and a prophet of God - because of (and not in spite of) his decision to kill someone who stood in his way. I’m interested in seeing how a similar situation will change Adolin’s character and if it will come to define him more than anything else, for it seems that Adolin did not act in humility, but out of bloodlust and anger.
Ultimately, it is a fascinating moral dilemma and I’m interested in seeing how Sanderson addresses it in Oathbringer - and how Adolin handle the repercussions of being Sadeas’ murderer. Will this become a defining moment for him - like it was for Nephi? Or is this the beginning of Adolin’s descent into evil?

Friday, May 12, 2017

On bookish yarn projects #3


If you’re concerned that people on the subway will judge you for reading the latest K.C. Cole book or you just want to keep your books a little better protected, this is the crochet project for you. It’s easy and quick and require just a little yarn. The pattern is free from the Mollie Makes blog.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

On book conventions and Comic Con booths

Long before I read anything by Brandon Sanderson, I saw his booth at Salt Lake Comic Con. At the time, it seemed very strange to me. I best remember the necklaces with small bottles of metal flakes in liquid, which seemed bizarre to me in the moment. I now know that those are from Mistborn and I would be glad to be in possession of one.
It wasn’t until that moment that I realized authors could come to Comic Con and that many people welcome and rejoice in their favorite authors coming to Comic Con and other fan conventions. Comic book writers and artists are all over these conventions, but there are novelists at conventions? And conventions for readers/writers in different genres?!
Here are a few authors you might run into at fan conventions this summer and fall:

What bookish conventions are you going to this summer? What authors would you like to meet?

Monday, May 8, 2017

On upcoming or just-released books that I recommend

I spent a good amount of time only reading ARCs and egalleys, then I took a break for a bit to finish my library books before they were due. That’s when a bunch of books I’d ordered came in and it was difficult to finish all the egalleys I wanted to before their release dates...but I did it! And here are the ones that I think are worth your time. In fact, I’d highly recommend them (they’re great):
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  • Sealskin by Su Bristow (May 1st) - A slow retelling of a selkie folk tale, this story is beautiful, dark, and sweet. Donald is young fisherman who is a bit of an outcast in his community - until he bring home Maihri, a selkie. The story follow Donald over the years after he meets Maihri as his life changes completely. It’s a beautiful tale that’s easy to get lost in. I recommend this for anyone who likes slow stories and retellings. 
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  • Six Stories by Matt Wesolowski (June 1st) - After twenty years, Tom Jeffries’ death is again under investigation - this time, by a podcast host who returns to interview those who were involved. This is one of the best books I’ve read so far this year - it’s brilliantly told, well-written, intriguing, and keeps you guessing right up until the end. Just when I thought I had everything figured out, I was thrown for a loop - and those are the best sorts of horror novels. Anyone with an interest in horror or cleverly written stories should read this.


Any upcoming or just-released book you've enjoyed recently?

Friday, May 5, 2017

On 1960's music history books I can't wait to read

My love of music books has been growing over the past several years. After nervously starting with a David Bowie biography, my music non-fiction book obsession has been growing and growing - I’ve read 3 rock star biographies so far this year and I’m constantly looking for more to read. My focus tends to be on the 1960’s (though there are a lot more books about 1970’s bands and stars). So here are a few books on 1960’s rock ‘n’ roll that I’m stoked to get around to:
  • White Bicycles: Making Music in the 1960’s by Joe Boyd - Boyd covers his interactions with many prominent musicians in the 1960’s. While reviews state that this book is more personal memoir rather than history of music, I’m excited to read more about the individuals behind the music and the people who knew them well.
  • The Recording Angel: Music, Records and Culture from Aristotle to Zappa by Evan Eisenberg - Eisenberg covers music history from 1877 to 1977 and examines how both the music and the culture surrounding musical art changed in that time. While it doesn’t specifically focus on the 1960’s, it definitely looks like a fascinating focus on the music that influenced the 1960’s.
  • Divided Soul: The Life of Marvin Gaye by David Ritz - While I don’t know as much of Gaye’s music as I’d like to, I’d love to learn more about him. This biography seems like the perfect way to cover his life and music better.
  • How the Beatles Destroyed Rock 'n' Roll: An Alternative History of American Popular Music by Elijah Wald - This book has been showing up all over my Goodreads recommendations and I’ve seen lots of good things about it. Also, what a provocative title. While a lot of reviews say that this book doesn’t talk about the Beatles that much, I’m still excited to hear about a different side of this era.
  • Laurel Canyon: The Inside Story of Rock and Roll's Legendary Neighborhood by Michael Walker - I’ve been eyeing this one at my local library for months. Following the bands who came in and out of Laurel Hill, this rock history tells the stories of what occurred in Hollywood in the late 1960’s and early 1970’s.
  • Where Did Our Love Go – the Rise and Fall of the Motown Sound by Nelson George - While Motown isn’t something I listen to a ton, I’m interested in seeing how it influenced the music around it.
  • Woodstock: The Oral History by Joel Makower - Everything I’ve read says that this focuses far more on the event itself rather than the music, but I feel that a better idea of the event will lend itself to more understanding about the music and the culture behind Woodstock.
  • There’s a Riot Going On: Revolutionaries, Rock Stars, and the Rise and Fall of the ’60s by Peter Doggett - This book (besides being GIGANTIC at 600 pages) is supposed to be incredibly in-depth while connecting the dots between the music and politics of the era.
  • Cash by Johnny Cash - I’m a big fan of the Man in Black, so a 1960’s music list without mentioning him would be missing a lot. I can’t wait to learn more about him and how his life (and the era) influenced his music.
  • Can't Buy Me Love: The Beatles, Britain, and America by Jonathan Gould - This has been on my Goodreads recommendations forever and I still haven’t managed to get around to it. I adore the Beatles and I’m a little nervous to start getting into reading books about them. I feel like this is a good place to start.

Are there any books I’m missing? Any eras you’d be more interested in reading about? Any artists or bands that you’re dying to learn more about?

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

On bookish goals and checklist mentality

I have what I call a “checklist mentality,” meaning I’m most motivated by checking things off my list. Measurable goals resonate with me and excite me, while vague, progress oriented goals are more difficult for me to work towards or stomach. That sometimes makes reading a bit difficult, since reading is checklist-oriented in small ways, but not always in bigger ways.
Goodreads challenges help my checklist mentality a lot. It gives me a way to easily measure my progress and check things off as I work towards a concrete goal. I love that.
Other sorts of reading goals are difficult for me. Something abstract like “I should read more science fiction” or “I’d like to learn more about David Bowie” aren’t usually helpful. I tend to lean more towards “I ONLY READ SCIENCE FICTION BOOKS NOW” rather than “I’ll read a few and that will help me be a better sci-fi reader”.
That’s why finding The Herd Presents 2017 Pick Your Genre Challenge really spoke to me. The challenge requires readers to pick a certain amount of books to read within a chosen category, thereby allowing me to have a checklist to finish while still reading books outside the genre. It’s a helpful tool to use and it’s useful to be accountable to other bloggers to achieve my goal.
So here is what I’m doing: I’m committing to read 15 sci-fi books this calendar year (since sci-fi is legitimately a genre I want to learn more about). Since this only recently became my focus, I’m still pretty far off, but I have several months in which to work towards this and hopefully get it checked off.

Pick Your Genre


What are your bookish goals? Are there any genres you’re working to read more of? What cool bookish challenges have you participated in?